Folk singer-songwriter Richard Shindell is a trained observer. He
has just finished playing in a "Study War No More" roundtable at the
Falcon Ridge Folk Festival in Hillsdale, New York. Seated in the
grass between two parked cars at the end of a sparkling sunny day,
he spoke about songwriting, faith, and why not every folk song about
war should be an "anthem."
As he spoke, going through a few cigarettes, one
could almost imagine the characters from his songs listening
attentively. There would be a tire-changing nun over here, a nasty
immigration officer over there, Mary Magdalene over there, an angry
abandoned lover just yonder. But with his three children off to buy
snacks and play on the hillside, the 43-year-old artist smiles
self-deprecatingly as he reflects on the workshop, which included
folk legends Holly Near, the Kennedys, Tracy Grammer, and Tom
Paxton.
"I was like, ‘God, what am I doing here?' I just
felt like an alien," he said, because his songs are less about
concepts like freedom or peace or cooperation and more about people
like war widows, army couriers, and young frightened soldiers.
Sitting up there on stage comparing himself to the others, many of
whom got excited ovations and prompted the formation of a "human
peace sign" on the hill, Shindell realized he's simply a different
type of songwriter.
"In a way I felt like, ‘Gee, I should write some
more rousing anti-war songs that will make people want to beat their
swords into plowshares and start a revolution.' And I wish I could.
I really do. But I'm just not good at it. And that's fine. There are
people who are better at it than I am."
Instead of the anthems, Shindell tells stories,
which he said makes his music a different type of "protest" form.
"It strikes me as important and useful to make as concrete as
possible how things like war affect individuals," he said about the
song "Reunion Hill," which describes a woman who loses her husband
in the Civil War. "You know, just paint the picture as concretely as
you can."
Shindell, a New Jersey native who currently lives
in Buenos Aires, Argentina, made his debut on the folk scene in 1992
with Sparrow's Point, the first of his four studio albums. He
followed up with Blue Divide (1994), Reunion Hill
(1997), and his 2000 release, Somewhere Near Patterson. In
1998, he participated in the folk super-group Cry, Cry, Cry, a trio
with Lucy Kaplansky and Dar Williams, and released a self-titled
album of mostly cover songs. His live album Courier hit the
streets in 2001, garnering high praise, and he expects to release
his next studio album, tentatively titled So Says the
Whippoorwill, in February.
Shindell's songs have in common a devotion to the
craft of storytelling; what makes him unusual among folk artists is
that few of his songs are about things that have actually happened
to him. Instead, he creates characters that are round and real, and
like a piece of good short fiction, he takes an emotional journey
through his creations' eyes.
This issue of telling stories about individuals is
the very reason Shindell never became a priest—or is even sure if he
officially earned his degree—after three years of study at Union
Theological Seminary. When he entered the seminary in 1986,
Shindell, an Episcopalian, considered himself "a free radical,"
unsure about ordination but hoping to combine his passion for
religious studies with work as a psychotherapist. But in a
hymn-writing class—just before Shindell stopped doing much homework
as he became entrenched in songwriting—it came to him that his
calling was different.
He had written a hymn, which today he can't
remember, and submitted it to the professor. She told him it was a
very nice song, but it wasn't a hymn. Why, he asked? "‘Because it
does not speak to a community. It is too'—I don't think she used the
word subjective but I think that is what she meant—it was too
‘individual.' In other words, it wasn't the sort of song that people
could sing together as a common affirmation," he recalled.
SHINDELL MAY NOT be a priest, but he's definitely
hungry for spirituality. The self-described "seeker," who says he
doesn't attend church regularly, is hard to pin down. He's been
identified as a "misanthropic, ex-seminarian, lapsed Buddhist,
agnostic for Jesus," a quote he says is mostly true, except for the
"misanthropic" part. "Sometimes I am an atheist. Sometimes I am
agnostic. And sometimes I am a Christian. It really depends," he
said.
His songs reflect his spiritual questing, from the
mystical "On a Sea of Fleur-de-Lis" to the brave and beautiful
"Before You Go," which is written in God's voice, speaking to Jesus
before he is incarnated on earth.
If Shindell is on a spiritual journey, replete with
a meditation practice and readings from writers including Thomas
Merton, St. John of the Cross, and John Donne, he also journeys with
the process of crafting each of his songs. "It is like walking into
a dark forest and you don't have a flashlight. You have no idea
where it is going," he said, but "every time it happens, it is like
you are walking into a different wood, and the stumps you're going
to trip over are in different places."
While the process of songwriting "never gets any
easier," Shindell said that the key element required to pursue a
song through the wilderness is faith. "You have to have faith that
somehow you are doing something,
you are going through some process of finding
something in the dark woods," he said. "You just have to have faith
that you are going to walk into those woods and something is going
to come out, and it might actually mean something to
somebody."
Holly Lebowitz Rossi is a free-lance writer living
in Arlington, Massachusetts.
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